If, one year ago, you had told me that I’d spend a year almost exclusively playing Final Fantasy 14, I’d have laughed it off. I don’t get obsessed with games like that. I tend to bounce off of things after a while and need to change up what I’m doing often so I don’t burn out or just lose interest. Or at least that was true for the first thirty-three and a half years of my life since I think the only game I’ve played for more than 500 hours, prior to FF14, was The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, and The Legend of Zelda franchise is an important part of my life. And now I’m approaching 2500 hours in this game, struggling to make the time to play anything else, and really not bothered by it since playing only this MMO means that I’m saving a lot of money on my entertainment every month. I’m also, you know, having a good time with it. Unfortunately, that also means I’ve got growing to-play and to-read piles that desperately need some amount of attention (I also need to get back to playing Wanderstop for the second time since I hit a moment in the game that made me want to stop playing and think about it for a while, but more on that once I’ve beaten the game) and I’m struggling to want to do it because it’s just so much easier to spend more time on Final Fantasy 14 than to spin up something else. Easier to stay invested in what has my attention in a chokehold than to need to tear my attention away from it every time I think I should do something else. I mean, after all, if I wanted to do something else, I’d do it. I’ve got so many unfinished or unplayed games still that I could probably play a similar amount of video games this year and not need to touch FF14 even once, all without spending any money. And yet the only thing I want to do is go home, cycle my retainers, do some daily roulettes, work on some crafting stuff, and maybe hang out with some folks while doing that. It’s nice to spend time with people and FF14 still remains my main means of access to others.