I often ask
myself who
I really am
but maybe that
is the wrong
question
I am a thousand
different people
all wearing
the same face
though the face
changes
to reflect which one
I am trying to be
maybe I should
be more concerned
with who
I am
going to be
I have a thousand
masks
in my collection
each with
their own purpose
and power
bound up
inside the frozen
expression I wore
when I took
it off
the first time
capturing who I was
and what I felt
so I could become
that again later.
so I could be
someone else
right then
and move on
with my life
I have a few
I wear
more than the rest,
but they are no different
from the others
a decision
to act
a certain way
or to play
a certain role
so that other people
can see me
in a way
I can understand
they are masks
all the same
even if they
feel so real
I am transformed
maybe the question
I should be asking
is if there’s
a me
who doesn’t wear
a mask
is there a person
beneath it all
swapping masks
from one moment
to the next
or am I
my entire collection
and I just
wear masks
to make it easier
for me
to be
a person people understand